One bomb after another.

I think thats how life works. I am freaking out soon.

♥ 4:18 PM

Hello! Im here to clear the dust! Long time no see! :D

Attachment has ended, and school has started. This is week2 of school, and i am here experiencing pre-school symptoms, like not able to wake up for school. LOL.

How has school been? Mine has been extremely boring, with very strict lecturers and work piling on even for the first week. Pls save me! In weeks to come, fyp deadlines and common tests are going to come.

If you want your christmas, you have to pass them first.

Anyway, i spent my time recently keep watching Gossip Girls. Its nice! HAHAHA! Someone please tell me when season3 ends, so that i will know. LOL.

Okays, thats all for today. I guess i will update more often since im back in school (i hoped). HAHHA. No promise though. See ya! :D Have a great day! :D

♥ 1:28 PM

This whole week is a hectic one. Same goes for next week. Unbelievable because our ITP is coming to an end soon. But i definitely enjoy working with my guys at the office. They are loveable! AHAHA!

Anyway we were brought up by our supervisor Ariel and another SPO to the rooftop for a site inspection and it was really cool but scary. It is also very dangerous. One mistake or slip and you can say byebye to your life. Phew~

Let me allow the pictures to do the talking. Btw, the building we went to was 30storeys high.

This is Mak Teng Loong's back view. Oh, btw he was so scared that he sat down on the roof once hes up there!!! :D



This is Gerald. HAHAHAH! Grass hair boy!


This is Ariel, my supervisor!


All of us crowding!


Views from 30 storeys rooftop.








Water tank inspection! 2m high man!








The mini walkway to walk to the staircase to the roof! We have to passed by all the pumps! :(






Antenna on the roof!


The SPO!


And the rubbish chute! :(


SP interns and me!! Messy hair though!


And lastly, my supervisor and me! :)


This trip has so many funny incidents that made all of us laugh like mad. Especially when the SPO opened the water tank, lizards came running out and all the girls came jumping around on the rooftop which was super dangerous but the most funny thing is Gerald and my supervisor actually held on to the railing tightly afraid that we will push them and fall! HAHAHA!

Okay, thats all for this week. Lets hope I will have a happy and less tiring week next week! :D
Jiayous! :D

♥ 5:08 PM

I fell asleep yesterday night because i was too exhausted from all the crying.

Somehow i cannot sleep tonight. I felt super depressed in the morning, but things started to get better in the afternoon where i was alone in Pasir Ris doing my unfinished work.

I am thinking of a lot of things, a lot of questions in my mind. Came across some blogs, makes me couldnt really fathom human minds, well it goes the same for mine too.

Sometimes i feel that i dont understand myself too. What do i really want? What do i really not want? What do i want to do? What makes me happy? Am i trying to deceive people around me and myself also sometimes by doing or saying some particular things? Am i running away from reality at times? What are the meanings of some things in life? Money? Love? Friends? Family?

There are a lot of things i couldnt understand. Couldnt understand how come sometimes some things changes even faster than the weather. There are 101 things that i couldnt understand.

But through these days, i understand one point. Humans are imperfect, and that goes the same for me and everyone else. But who really on this world can stand someone's imperfections? Its such a interesting question that literally stumped me because even i cannot stand the imperfect side of myself.

♥ 2:10 AM

I really dont know how.

Everything that i have did, that i have done went or are all wrong.

Thanks for everyone who celebrated with me for my 19th birthday. I really appreciate it. Thanks alot. And sorry to those who shared the presents for me.

I honestly thinks that the birthday is just not my day. Perhaps i should not celebrate from next year onwards. Because every year it just seemed so wrong.

♥ 12:32 AM

Work. Tuition. KAP.

The same routine every week. I am sick and tired of it.

Im seriously exhausted. I am not Iron Girl.

♥ 1:57 AM

Okay. Heres my wishlist. At least, these are the things which i think i need or want now. HAHAHA.

So ppl, please help me to fufil it. HAHAHA.

1) Money, money and more money! (nobody will ever think its enough.)
2) IC (I just lost it!)
3) Bags, bags and more bags! (My bag is falling apart soon!)
4) Sequinned pumps (My shoes are spoiling, and sequinned pumps looked real pretty! Provided i know how to take care. : )
5) Wallet (As i have said, i just lost it!)
6) Clothes, clothes and more clothes! (Girls will never say no to this! :D)
7) Makeup and cosmetics! (i welcome all kinds from nail polishes to mascaras! LOL!)
8) Thumbdrive? (Because im using Del's currently, hahahah!)
9) Spectacles (checked!)
10) Bomber Jacket (checked!)

Counting down to 2 more days... :D

♥ 12:45 AM

Fucking ass pissed off yesterday. It was such a super unlucky day yesterday. Lost my wallet, rained whether i went and stopped whenever i stopped. I cannot imagine i lost my wallet. I only managed to save my ezlink card. And my IC and the rest are all gone. Lucky that theres no money inside, but just the replacement of the IC will kill me. HAI. I hope a kind soul will return it to me. :(

Lets talk about something happier! My birthday is coming in less than a week. LOL. Im gonna celebrate with my family tomorrow. LOL!

My schedule for next week is super super packed man.

The whole week i will not be in the office but doing site visits outside.

Wednesday - Meeting Limin to celebrate.
Thursday - Meeting Leong to celebrate.
Friday (actual day) - Meeting girlfriends to celebrate.
Saturday - Meeting KAP friends to celebrate.

I think i will be super duper tired after work. LOL. Imagine whole day outside running around. LOL. Im gonna reach the last year of the teenage years. But im not alone. HEHEHE. Im the last among my girls. AHAHAH! OOPS!

I hope i will have the mo-ti-va-ti-on to post up the pictures after next week. I HOPED. LOL.

I did not know how i lost my wallet, but if its a pickpocket, i hoped his or her children next time will have no buttocks. LOL!

♥ 3:59 PM